as simple as that #2: Sadness

Have you ever been get a terribly huge sadness feeling, until you think that your sadness is greater than the heavens? Have you? Okay, that's too much.

This sadness wasn't a huge part of me, I wasn't remotely depressed-but still, it was like a stone I carried in my pocket. And i always knew it was there.

Or maybe, sadness such as stinky feet which is following us wherever we go

I'm tired of these stinky boots.

And you know, this genius feeling can provoke your mood!

Great..mood is a whore.

We sad because of being misunderstood

We sad because of not knowing enough words to say

We sad because of  knowing what to say, but it was so hard, very hard, to even shout those words!

We sad because of  knowing what to say, say it loud, but still nobody understand it.

We sad because of love without release

We sad because of love that tear apart

We sad because of remembering

We sad because of forgetting

We sad because of loving

We sad because of hating

We sad because of choosing

We sad because of having no option

We sad because of useless

We sad because of being used

We sad because of stay

We sad because of leave

We sad because of blank minded

We sad because  of full awful minded, until we can't take breath away

We sad because of There's nothing to do

We sad because of There's sooo much things to do, then made me tired just to think of it.

We sad because of being left behind

We sad because of being the one to have to go

We sad because of Nowhere to go

We sad because of lost in space then missing a way back home

We sad because of Don't know blablabla yet

We sad because of already had known blablabla yet

We sad because of  watching sad stories

We sad because of watching - happily ever after stories - we know it didn’t exist

We sad because of finding yourself that u're different, no like others.

We sad because of finding yourself on the side of majority then easily replaceable

We sad because of changing

We sad because of got insanely bored that everything just stay the same

We sad because of wake up from a nightmare

We sad because of woke up into a nightmare, facing reality is sucks

Confusion is hurt

The lies is hurt

The truth is hurt too

Why does everything is hurt?

It's such an assembly line - gather, fall, slide...gather, fall, slide…gather, fall, slide

Unending.

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But Hey, Everybody has their own pain! Stop counting dear,

Count your blessings. Better than that,

buy a hat. Buy a coat, a book, or a pet

Take up dancing to forget.

Dance like there's nobody watching

Dance dance silly, over Soul Meets Body

Laughed at things that ain’t funny

Sing like there's nobody listening

See? Stop complaining. Stop counting.  Stop worrying about who's not here and start to think about who is.

When do we'll be happy, if we always thinking about what we don’t have, instead of noticing what we already have

So I start to think, there were two choices.

First: Sadness is something that you can't avoid, such as lost and rain. Everybody born is going to die, tough. But I believe, there's always a way to find some happiness in the sadness. And there were going to be days :)

Secondly: Sadness is something that you can avoid. Maybe you will forget what people said or what people did to you, but you will never forget how they made you feel. It's mean,  that's all depend on you: that's just the way you feel. So don’t let that sadness distract you whatever people tried to bring you down.

The point is: Nobody has any power over you, unless u give it to him.